Life too hard, send help

[flea]

Horrible horrible night. As expected, our baby is not one of those babies who see 10 minutes of the cry it out method and then sleep all night. No, she is one of those babies who cry for an hour and a half, twice, and also randomly every twenty minutes for the rest of the night. I have a headache from gritting my teeth all night, despite earplugs, and the baby looks horrible this morning, as if she'd cried all night. Oh, wait, she had. And all she wanted to do was cling to me and I had to go to work and she cried more and I feel so abusive and like she's got Stockholm Syndrome.

My father is being a shit, and I think he is going to try and sell grandmother's house out from under us because he thinks it is a bad idea for us to buy it. Because he thinks he is the smartest person in the world. Little shit.

My aunt, and namesake, has had a recurrance and general metastasis of her cancer and is expected to live 6 months. I need to write to her, but what to say? "Hello, so sorry to hear you are dying."

Never mind the riddle of the nanny taxes.

Fuck, fuck, fuck.

Comments

[luluminion.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry this is all happening to you at once. I wish there was something I could do! (It seems like there *should* be something, since I'm not very far away, but I know that there probably isn't.)

I wish you tons of luck and ~ma with Baby Flea, as well as your dad and the house stuff. As for your aunt, I would definitely write to her, and not worry so much about what to say. Once you get past the first couple of sentences, you can fill the letter with all the stuff you would normally write. For the intro, some variation of "I am so sorry to hear of your news. I'm thinking of you a great deal right now, and I hope that if there is anything I can do, you'll let me know." Or something.

Hope the rest of oyur week is an improvement on today! *hug*