double ugh

[flea]

I don't know what's wrong with me, but I am completely on the verge of a stress-induced freakout for, rationally, no reason, for the second day in a row. I mean, I have some shit at work that's piled up, but it's not huge, and nobody is clamoring for it. My boss is on vacation, for crying out loud! I could sit here and buy things on ebay all day and nobody would care!

I don't know how I am possibly going to manage having a new job with greater responsibility, as well as take even one measly online class if this keeps up. I just feel completely on the edge. Must put rationality in the front seat and consider taking a mental health day later this week.