Do it myself!

[flea]

Casper has gotten funny about being fed. For one thing, she has discovered "clam mouth." Lips disappear, little chin resolute. We're not sticking a spoon in there, no way! The first time she did it we were laughing too hard to even try. She clams up automatically now, and grabs at the spoon. I give it to her, but she's not exactly coordinated enough to get any food in her mouth. The spoon goes in, and she chews on it, but by the time the spoon is in the food is down her sleeve or on her nose or whatever. So I've been focussing on finger foods - little lumps of banana. They have to be small enough to be swallowed, but at that size they are hard for little fingers to grab (also slippery). Last night Veggie Booty was working for us - it's melty-in-the-mouth. Makes baby's face and hands green. I am told they make Fruity Booty too. Bad thing is, it's not very healthy - I mean, it's healthier than potato chips, but still - no protein, simple/sugar carbs only, highish in fat and sodium (it's like puffed rice with pulverized spinach dusted on top). I suppose worrying too much about nutrition while she's still nursing is silly. mr. flea has a different response to clam mouth - make her laugh, then swoop spoon in. She will eat, once you get her to open her mouth. He said "I take the MTV approach" - meaning, funny noises and distraction.

Sleep: this week I am in charge, and gave up. I just nurse her whenever she wakes. It is keeping me functioning. Also, because of her voice I worry that it hurts her throat to cry (I have had a sore throat for 3 days myself). So I can't stand to let her cry, plus I don't think it actually accomplishes anything. Am waiting for magic sleep fairy to kprinkle dust on my baby.

Going dark tomorrow until Monday, for in-law and other family bondiness in Ohio (unconnected to death of grandmother - if, by miracle, the family gathers for that, it will probably be this summer).