I use my cell phone to remind me to take pills: Wellbutrin, iron, b.c. I've been thinking of getting one of those Monday-Friday things with all the compartments and the flippy lids - it's like an Advent Calendar of Drugs!
You do sound depressed, and I know from where you speak. You're not bad or incompetent parent. People muddle from one thing to the next even when they don't have extra human beings to care for. Anyway - I agree about the reality thing. It's possible that what I saw looking out of my depression - that my life was pointless and people and life in general not worth the candle - wasn't wrong, but it's no way to live, and I choose to live.
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Date: 2008-08-25 02:43 am (UTC)You do sound depressed, and I know from where you speak. You're not bad or incompetent parent. People muddle from one thing to the next even when they don't have extra human beings to care for. Anyway - I agree about the reality thing. It's possible that what I saw looking out of my depression - that my life was pointless and people and life in general not worth the candle - wasn't wrong, but it's no way to live, and I choose to live.